So today I am Still with Robert and we are expecting a baby lol thats scary lol but i am happy with him i think i hold grudges and he did some things i am having trouble getting over but i am working on it we have been together a while now since september 11 ya 9/11 think there is a hidden message of disaster in there lol well hope fully its got it out of its system we kinda were really really really lol really bumpy for hmmm lets see here haha about seven months honestly after all the shit i dont know how we can still be in love but we are working on it and i think we are doing really good.... then on june 10th i found out that my dad had passed away in a morotcycle accident and that was really hard to take for my family well imagine losing your father you can say anything about him you want but when it comes down to it you will miss him and all the regrets you have will be so much worse cuz you will never get to fix them... My dad hated robert really badly he thougt he was a loser and so on and so forth but after that day that we heard the news that my dad had passed away i think robert proved lots to him and i think my dad would have been really proud of him he help my whole family more than he thinks he did that means the world to me and my family and i know with all my heart to my dad this is alot harded to write than i thought it would be but life goes on right and all i can do is go on with it i wont dwell on my dads passing but instead think of him everyday and know that he is watching over me.... and to robert thank you for being there for me and I love you for everything you are and everything i hope we oneday can be and dad i love you to and hope you know that too